anxious

i've never been so nervous yet so excited. i'm restless and tired and just want to be there already. so much build up and anticipation. i can hardly breathe. the last week has been constant craziness. i've been going non-stop for so long. cant wait to just get on that plane and relax. i had a garage sale to help my lack of funds for my trip. i made some money but not enough. the rest I'm just believing miraculously for. He's done it before. He can do it again. my mom's been a gem. she's even packed my suitcase for me. much practice that woman's had. i have one day left in america. weird. it's gonna be an insane day too. i've said bye like a million times to the same people it seems. it's happening. scary but true. the land of the unknown here i come. the next time you hear from me...i'll be in the MOTHERLAND!! dasvadanya!